It’s a typical Monday with one exception, I can’t seem to get anything accomplished.
I tried all day long, and still… nothing. I swear I am so distracted these days!
Thank God the birthday is just a few work days away because then at least I can get my act together again.
I did manage to show the girls a picture of my birthday dress. There were audible gasps from everyone I showed it to, I guess that’s a good sign. It certainly made me feel good about it… which is awesome. It almost makes me excited about the party!
One of our interns asked me today if I was going to freak out like Bettheny Frankle did… I couldn’t lie to her… I quickly replied back with ‘yeah I’m pretty sure that’s going to happen’.
Although not outwardly, I never outwardly freak out.. that would be too normal. I prefer to keep it all bottled up inside, where it can fester and cause giant red blotches on my chest 🙂
I decided to call it quits at about 5:45, then it was time to pick up the other oh so important dress… the bridesmaid dress.
Not that I couldn’t be a married 40-year old bridesmaid, but for some reason this just all feels a little weird to me.
I know it shouldn’t, and it most certainly isn’t about me but it’s kind of strange to be planning a 40th birthday party and trying on bridesmaid dresses.
But it is what it is, and I am honored to be a part of the BFF’s wedding, I just really need to get back this birthday and settle into 40 so I can ‘own’ the bridesmaid dress.
The tea leaf reader said Prince Charming is coming as soon as 4 days after my birthday, I seriously hope she is right because I could really use that right now.